Tonight.

The world is shining again tonight and everything is clear
I'll happily let the darkness engulf me, because I know that you are here
The rain on my face is a blessing, The moonlight as bright as the sun
Every fear is washed away, a new life has begun
No more cries of sorrow, wipe away that tear
How could anyone be sad to know they hold such a heart so near.

Today I died inside.

Today I died inside

you cannot see it, you cannot know.

But watch closely, little things show

I wanted the world, but threw it all away

The things we can lose in the space of a day

I wish you couldn't see me, I wish that I was gone

But here I remain, we must all carry on

How could it ever come down to now

How could I be so blind, tell me how?

I want to run, to hide in the night

To lose myself entrapped in my fright

To never see you, never touch you, never dry your tears

Never remeber this pain, one of my biggest fears

And you, what of you?

Did you do this to me?

I let you hurt me, now I can never be free...

I wish I never knew this feeling in my heart

To be honest with you right now, it's tearing me appart

What I really want to know is; what is it they all see?

Cause try as I might, I can see nothing special about me.

A winter breeze or a summer rain
To me they feel the same.
Snow on your toes, rain drops on your nose
The world is beautiful again
Stars in the sky, grass on the ground
Songs carried by the sea
A sweet smell in the air, a rose in mid bloom
Yes, the world is beautiful to me

Once upon a Time

Today I saved a memory
As painful as it may be
I'll hold on to it forever
It's the memory of you and me
And I know it didn't matter
I know you never cared
But nevertheless it happened
It's a memory that we shared
One day I'll forget all this
It's only a matter of time
Still I'd like to remember
That once if only for a little while
Once upon a time you were mine.

Goodbyes

I woke today to see the sun
Why do you shine on me?
I rose today dispite the pain
How can I ever feel free?
Worlds collide and mysterfy
but in the end everything dies
I know this is the way its meant to be
But why are there no goodbyes?

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The dark comes cold tonight
I watch it from my room
soon to be out there
Lost amongst the gloom
we will dance and we will sing
I'll smile at the world
but it wont mean anything
Its just another night
of endless celebration
and I am just another soul
reaching above my station.