Ever feel like you're slowly slipping away from reality?

I've said it before and I'll say it again

NOTHING BEATS CLEAN SHEETS

Fall in love with fall

The sky is grey
The wind ripples through the trees and tugs on my hair
raindrops mark the tips of every blade of grass
You begin to understand why it's so easy to
Fall in love with fall

The weather cools down, the dams fill up
The earth sighs after the sweltering heat
Warmer clothes come out of mothballs
Yes it's clear to see why people
Fall in love with fall

Daylight savings end and darkness comes
Easter one step around the bend
Children relaxed after Christmas break
You can't tell me people don't
Fall in love with fall

And for me there is Melbourne
Comedy festival
The cold breeze freezing me, alcohol bringing warmth
Yes I know why I
Fall in love with fall

Trees loose their leaves
People loose their hearts
I loose my mind
I long for Autumn all the time because I have
Fallen in love with fall

So much to say

Requires too much effort

Why

I haven't said much these past few months. I didn't say anything because I didn't want to be pityed, but the reason for it was I was in a very depressed mode, nothing would go right and it was hard to clear those thoughts from my head.

Last night was the first night all year that I truely smiled, finally something good in a hateful world, something to lift my spirits.... I hope the feeling lasts.

So lost right now, lost for so long, hidden well but still there.

Tagged by Dr_George_Huang

1. Do you have a nickname? (other than your blogger nickname).Yes, I have several.
2. If so what is it? Mac, Kel, Wilko, Spawn of Satan, SoS, shadow
3. What is your favorite memory as a child? I don't know, I can't remember anything good in my childhood, I blocked it out, only the bad memories came back.
4. What relative did you like the most? I don't know
5. Who is your best friend? Catherine
I am tagging other people, if you want to do this feel free, but no pressure.