The Oggin

I picture you upon the sea, the wind blowing through your hair
The sunlight streaming across your face, the smell of salt in the air
I imagine you standing alone because I know that I'm not there
But I'm saddened that you might be lonely, and that I cannot bare
How I wish i stood beside you, but I know life cant always be fair
So as I think of you across the seas, just remember I still care.

post 229

Sometimes I hate you
but I don't know why
Sometimes I just want to hurt you
show me that you can cry
Sometimes I want to hold you
and never let you go
Sometimes I want to confide in you
but you will never know
Sometimes I wish we'd never met
And I'd give anything to turn back time
and forget.

Post 228

Tonight I dreamed I danced with you
I held you by my side
Tonight I shed a tear for you
Oh the tears I've cried
Tonight I said a prayer for you
I prayed that they had lied
Tonight I swayed in time with you
How I held you in my mind
Tonight I said goodbye to you
Because I know tonight you died.

It's raining today but I only see sunlight
I stand on the ground but feel like I'm in midflight
I smile at the world even though the world is crying
Right now I could live forever, though I'm not afraid of dying.
Everything that scared me, everything I feared
...Has no control over me ever since you appeared.

Last night I thanked the world.

Last night I watched you fall asleep.
Last night I saw your tears.
Last night I held you in my arms
And tried to save you from your fears
Last night I cried, I wept for you
...Cried pure tears of joy
Wondering what I could have done
To win the heart of such a boy
Last night while you were sleeping
I kissed you on the cheek
I professed my love for you
Though I didn't speak
Last night as I fell asleep
I wondered how can this be true
Last night seemed like such a dream.

Last night I thanked the world for you.

IF

If I tried to kiss you would you cringe,
If I tried to love you would you cry.

If I held your hand would you shake it,
If I gave you my heart would you break it.

If I sang to you, would you close your eyes,
If I wanted the truth, would you tell me lies.

If you left me, would you say goodbye?
If I couldn't live without you would you die.

In my mind I am flying, and it's beautiful.
In my dreams I am dancing with you.
It's all too perfect, can it really be true.
My heart skips a beat, it's racing ahead.
My mind falls behind and needs to be led.
...And there's magic and music and mystery around
In it I am mezmerized, lost in it's sound
And I don't want to be found.

Once.

Once the world was wonderful.
Once the sky was blue
Everything was magical
All while I had you.
Once I held your hand
Once I saw you smile
Everything was beautiful
If only for a short while
Once I would have sang for you
Once I would have loved you
But I've destroyed everything
And I am nothing without you.