Friday, January 20, 2006
Thursday, January 19, 2006
Another Tag
D_______Best________
1. Male friend: too many to decide
2. Female friend: Catherine
3. Vacation: Comfest
4. Memory: Holding porkchop for the first time
_______Worst________
1. Time of day: A.M.
2. Day of the week: Monday
3. Food: Chinese
4. Memory: The horse flattening the car I was in
______Lasts_______
1. Person you saw: my mother
2. Talk on the phone: A machine
3. Hugged: hmmm.... Porkchop or buck
4. Email/message: enlarge your penis
5. IM: I don't IM
_______Today________
1. What are you doing now: Wasting time online
2. Tonight: Not much.
3. Wearing: Blue denim jeans, a shirt and a JB jumper
4. You eat for lunch: haven't had lunh yet, I'll probably just nibble on crap.
5. Better then yesterday: No, I'm alone.
________Tomorrow________
1. Is the ten year anaversary of my hell, I did want to do something, but probably wont.
2. Got any plans: Cooking and cleaning.
3. Dislikes about tomorrow: it's another day
4. Do you have work: does housework count
________Favorites________
1. Number: 17
2: Song: good christian man, by daas
3. Color: Blue
4. Season: Fall
5. State: Unconcious
1. Have you ever been searched by the cops?
Not that I can recall, but there's a first time for everything
2. Do you close your eyes on roller coasters?
Nope.
3. When's the last time you've been sleigh riding?
Never, too clod
4.Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone?
>> Alone
5. Do you believe in ghosts?
I'm openminded
6. Do you consider yourself creative?
>> Hell Yes
17. Have you ever Ice Skated?
>Yep, took lessons
18. How often do you remember your dreams?
Quite often
19. When was the last time you laughed so hard you were crying?
when porkchop slaped my sister in the face, even now the thought of it still cracks me up
20. Do you believe in love at first sight?
No, that would be lust.
21. Do you know who Ba-Ba-Booey is?
Nope
22. Do you always wear your seatbelt?
Without fail
23. What talent do you wish you had?
The ability to do public speaking with confidence
24. Have you ever been on TV?
Too many times for my liking
25. Have you ever narrowly avoided a fatal accident?
I think my count is up to 5 times, but my memory is crap, it may be more
26. What do you wear to bed?
clothes
27. Been caught stealing?
>>No, I'm a good theif
28. Does size matter?
>>Not to me
29. Do you truly hate anyone?
No
30. Do you like Rap or Rock n Roll?
>>Rock, some rap
31. If you could sleep with one famous person, who would it be?
I wouldn't
32. Do you have a relative in prison?
>not that I'm aware off
33. Have you ever sang in front of the mirror like your favorite singer?
Nup
34. Do you know how to play chess?
Yep, and chinese chess
35. What food do you find disgusting?
the type that isn't real but for display purposes only
36. Did you ever play, "I'll show you mine, if you show me yours"?
Nope
37. Have you ever made fun of your friends behind their back?
Not that I can recall
38. Have you ever stood up for someone you hardly knew?
Yes
39. Have you ever been punched in the face?
Yeah often, it bloody hurts
40. When is the last time you threw up?
Two weeks ago, boy was I sick
41. Have you ever walked out on a movie at the theater?
No, but I've been tempted
42. Do you ever sit through a bad movie, just to see how bad it is?
Yes, it was an adam sandler movie set on a boat
43. Would you consider yourself obsessed with anything/anyone?
Crime, it facinates me
44. Have you ever met someone famous that you really wanted to meet?
Yeah, Al Murray
45. Have you ever been stood up?
No, don't think so.
46. When's the last time you screamed at the top
of your lungs?
Never, I hate screaming.
47. Did you ever do something that you didn't want to, just to fit in?
Yes, I regreted it later
48. Do you consider yourself "the biggest fan" of something?
Nah, I'm just one of the crowd.
1. Male friend: too many to decide
2. Female friend: Catherine
3. Vacation: Comfest
4. Memory: Holding porkchop for the first time
_______Worst________
1. Time of day: A.M.
2. Day of the week: Monday
3. Food: Chinese
4. Memory: The horse flattening the car I was in
______Lasts_______
1. Person you saw: my mother
2. Talk on the phone: A machine
3. Hugged: hmmm.... Porkchop or buck
4. Email/message: enlarge your penis
5. IM: I don't IM
_______Today________
1. What are you doing now: Wasting time online
2. Tonight: Not much.
3. Wearing: Blue denim jeans, a shirt and a JB jumper
4. You eat for lunch: haven't had lunh yet, I'll probably just nibble on crap.
5. Better then yesterday: No, I'm alone.
________Tomorrow________
1. Is the ten year anaversary of my hell, I did want to do something, but probably wont.
2. Got any plans: Cooking and cleaning.
3. Dislikes about tomorrow: it's another day
4. Do you have work: does housework count
________Favorites________
1. Number: 17
2: Song: good christian man, by daas
3. Color: Blue
4. Season: Fall
5. State: Unconcious
1. Have you ever been searched by the cops?
Not that I can recall, but there's a first time for everything
2. Do you close your eyes on roller coasters?
Nope.
3. When's the last time you've been sleigh riding?
Never, too clod
4.Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone?
>> Alone
5. Do you believe in ghosts?
I'm openminded
6. Do you consider yourself creative?
>> Hell Yes
17. Have you ever Ice Skated?
>Yep, took lessons
18. How often do you remember your dreams?
Quite often
19. When was the last time you laughed so hard you were crying?
when porkchop slaped my sister in the face, even now the thought of it still cracks me up
20. Do you believe in love at first sight?
No, that would be lust.
21. Do you know who Ba-Ba-Booey is?
Nope
22. Do you always wear your seatbelt?
Without fail
23. What talent do you wish you had?
The ability to do public speaking with confidence
24. Have you ever been on TV?
Too many times for my liking
25. Have you ever narrowly avoided a fatal accident?
I think my count is up to 5 times, but my memory is crap, it may be more
26. What do you wear to bed?
clothes
27. Been caught stealing?
>>No, I'm a good theif
28. Does size matter?
>>Not to me
29. Do you truly hate anyone?
No
30. Do you like Rap or Rock n Roll?
>>Rock, some rap
31. If you could sleep with one famous person, who would it be?
I wouldn't
32. Do you have a relative in prison?
>not that I'm aware off
33. Have you ever sang in front of the mirror like your favorite singer?
Nup
34. Do you know how to play chess?
Yep, and chinese chess
35. What food do you find disgusting?
the type that isn't real but for display purposes only
36. Did you ever play, "I'll show you mine, if you show me yours"?
Nope
37. Have you ever made fun of your friends behind their back?
Not that I can recall
38. Have you ever stood up for someone you hardly knew?
Yes
39. Have you ever been punched in the face?
Yeah often, it bloody hurts
40. When is the last time you threw up?
Two weeks ago, boy was I sick
41. Have you ever walked out on a movie at the theater?
No, but I've been tempted
42. Do you ever sit through a bad movie, just to see how bad it is?
Yes, it was an adam sandler movie set on a boat
43. Would you consider yourself obsessed with anything/anyone?
Crime, it facinates me
44. Have you ever met someone famous that you really wanted to meet?
Yeah, Al Murray
45. Have you ever been stood up?
No, don't think so.
46. When's the last time you screamed at the top
of your lungs?
Never, I hate screaming.
47. Did you ever do something that you didn't want to, just to fit in?
Yes, I regreted it later
48. Do you consider yourself "the biggest fan" of something?
Nah, I'm just one of the crowd.
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
Ten Years
On Friday it will have been ten years.
The 20th of January 1996, I remember most of it like it were yesterday, but there is one part I am glad I will never remember.
Ten years, that's a long time, it took me nine to get my life back on track. I'd tried before mind you, things just always fell apart. I wonder will I make it this time?
Would I change that day if I could? I'd move heaven and earth to change it, but if I did, who would I be now?
It's our actions and occurrences that make us who we are, if that evil day had never transpired 10 years of my life would have to be rewritten.
Who would I be? And would I like what I'd become?
It's funny, before that curse-ed day I wanted to be a cop... then I lost faith in the system.
The 20th of January 1996, I remember most of it like it were yesterday, but there is one part I am glad I will never remember.
Ten years, that's a long time, it took me nine to get my life back on track. I'd tried before mind you, things just always fell apart. I wonder will I make it this time?
Would I change that day if I could? I'd move heaven and earth to change it, but if I did, who would I be now?
It's our actions and occurrences that make us who we are, if that evil day had never transpired 10 years of my life would have to be rewritten.
Who would I be? And would I like what I'd become?
It's funny, before that curse-ed day I wanted to be a cop... then I lost faith in the system.
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
15-01-06
I was driving through the hood tonight on my way home, and there in the gutter was a guy getting gang bashed by about 20 other males. I had to swerve to miss them. I slowed down and they backed away from their victim. I didn't stop. I didn't stop. I should have helped him, I should have dragged him into my car and driven him to safty, but I didn't stop.
I was scared, scared the attackers would hurt me, scared the victim would carjack me, but no doubt my fear could never equal the amout of fear that poor boy in the gutter was feeling. I am a weakling, always have been. I use words to keep myself out of danger, which means I don't react we when put into violent situations. I'm trained in the art of seldefence, but I doubt that will help me in hand to hand combat. It's not my problem, but I should make it my problem.
I didn't even call the police... Didn't even stop.
I was scared, scared the attackers would hurt me, scared the victim would carjack me, but no doubt my fear could never equal the amout of fear that poor boy in the gutter was feeling. I am a weakling, always have been. I use words to keep myself out of danger, which means I don't react we when put into violent situations. I'm trained in the art of seldefence, but I doubt that will help me in hand to hand combat. It's not my problem, but I should make it my problem.
I didn't even call the police... Didn't even stop.
Sunday, January 15, 2006
Murder
I must do something involving murder, I've danced around the suject long enough. I thought I wasn't worthy, that my acts in no way could compare to the greats, but so wait, even if I fail to meet my own expectations, at least I'll have tried.
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