In dreams of Yesterday

Music playing everywhere
Flowers and dancing
Not a care
Magic and lights
Endless fun
Myrth dressed with mayhem
Smiles on everyone
A spring in my step
And a beat in my heart
A song on the breeze
An acting part
A glow on my face
That wouldn't fade away
A love unforgotten
In dreams of yesterday.

The Tomb

Here I sit in agony, a fool of my own creation
I've left myself unguarded and open to total damnation
Better it would have been if none had ever known my kiss
Better to not have gone, I'd not know what I miss
Here I stare at different stars, under a different sky
Dreams are fading into misery as they slowly die
My heart is heavy, my soul is lost, as I fear tomorrows break
Knowing that I could not, but how tempting my life it is to take
That which I once dreamed, is now fearfully all too real
I want to run from it in terror, to flee and not to feel
I know that I will crush him, but if I stay he will kill me
What horrors I've yet to face in order to be free
I know he loves me, and perhaps no other will
But all I have is pity for him, his kisses leave me ill
I'm dying inside, I can feel it, why can't he see I'm falling appart
Tying to hold on to sanity, a fool with an ice cold heart
I ponder life for others, had I never had been concieved
I wonder would they have been happier, perchance even relieved
His touch cuts me his words bring me to tears
As he hurts me in his grip, how can he be ignorant of my fears
I wonder will he kill himself if I walk away
I know it's not good to ponder, but this thought finds me every day
I'm scared of life, I'm scared of death, I'm scared of what I am
Afraid to face another day, I just don't know if I can
This tomb holds me now, I can no longer rome
Lost and alone in a dark abyss I once refered to as home

Mirror Magic

Shadows in the Mirror
A man in a mask
A monkey and a melody
Questions I can't ask
Enchanted by music
Mesmerized by song
The Sweet smell of roses
Black bow secures our bond
A Darkness ever calling
His voice always in my head
And a silly young singer
asleep on his bed

Broken Dreams

Last night I dreamed I broke your heart.
I don't know why I did it
I've broken many hearts before
But yours is somehow different
I don't know how I could let myself
Just up and walk away
Leaving you there in stunned silence
On such a beautiful day
Even now I can see your face
as the happiness flows from it
All I can do is ask my self
Why on earth would I do it?

Forgotten

Wind through my hair as I walk against the breeze
Warmth on my face from the rays of the sun
A tear in my eye from a memory forgotten
A voice in my head saying I'm the one
Thoughts and faces just out of reach
As I search my mind for a reason to care
All I hear is music, and that voice, always there