The two headed dragon and the ship

I destroyed a painting on wensday night. I had put so much effort into it, did it in oils.
I was puting a 'protective' coat on it and all the colours bleed into each other, looking at it now disgusts me, it was to be a gift for a friend, now I have nothing. I cant believe I destroyed it. I have decided to paint only in acrylics from now on and save myself any future pain. Wouldn't ya know it, it was the first painting where I ever got the ocean to look perfect and now no one will ever see it.

Chapter 44

If you are not always wanting, you can be at peace.
And if you are not always trying to be someone
You can be who you really are
and go the whole way.