It was Fate.

It was fate that found us, Not you and I
It was fate that made us fly
It was fate that brought happiness
But it is we that make us cry
It was fate that brought us back once more
And bound us stronger than we had been
And if we had noticed we were in fates path
I wonder, would you have stoped it if you had seen?

Done.

Water flows down the walls in this endless sea of life

A crystal bubble shatters on the ground

Rain as red as babies blood and a scream that pierces the soul

Silence afterward, darkness with no sound

Music gone, beauty gone, as abcent as the sun

Ripples in the waters surface, ripples in the chain

A broken body in the dirt, will never come to stand

What was done, was always done, and will be done again.

I held the world in my hands today
How could I let it slip away
I ignored all rhyme and reason
because I wanted you to stay
Did I hold you back, did I make you cry
...Is it all my fault. Just tell me why?

Distant and drifting
lost in my mind
Faces and places
Of dreams left behind

Music and magic
The sight and the sound
Waves overlaping
Tears on the ground

Eyes in the darkness
A song in my head
Memories forgotten
Things left unsaid

A face in the mirror
An image not my own
The quest for an answer
And the abscence of home

For my friend Erik who deleted himself today.

I lost another friend today
I understand why he went away
He went in too fast after I refused
He was weak and abused
I blame myself for his demise
I guess I am not worthy of his goodbyes.
Where ever you go, I'll miss you my friend
Unfortuanatly with every start there will always come an end

Today

Today there was no music,

Today there was no rain

Today I touched the world

And felt nothing but pain



Today I screamed inside

But silence was all that came out

Today I wanted noise

But couldn't even bring myself to shout



Today the world was beautiful

As beautiful as it could be

But no matter how I looked at it

I could see no place for me



Today I picked a wilting Rose

I shed a silent tear

Today I wonder what is wrong with me?

What is it that I fear?

Will and when?

Will you seek me out if I am hidden?

Will you carry me if I can't walk?

Will you sing for me when the world is silent?

Will you speak for me when i can't talk?

Will you love me till your dying day?

Will you wash all my fears away?

Will you move the skys so that I can see the stars?

Will you hold me in your tender embrace?

Will you trust me to never let you go?

Will you trust me to look upon your face?

Will you still be there when all others have gone?

When I am weak will you be strong?

Will you watch as the world slips away?

Will you show me that you've always cared?

Will you hurt me as only you could?

Will you hold my hand when I am scared?

When I am gone will you remember me?

When I am lost will I ever be free?