Wednesday, March 15, 2006

Why

I haven't said much these past few months. I didn't say anything because I didn't want to be pityed, but the reason for it was I was in a very depressed mode, nothing would go right and it was hard to clear those thoughts from my head.

Last night was the first night all year that I truely smiled, finally something good in a hateful world, something to lift my spirits.... I hope the feeling lasts.

7 comments:

Alisso said...

See, it's moments like this when I wish happiness was a real and solid thing that I could pick up and redistribute. It seems so unfair that I can have so much of it and not be able to share it with people who matter to me.

bogusboobs said...

Take care and be well, dear. Reach out if you need to ... and I hope that whatever's made you happy in the last couple of days hangs around!

nifer said...

I hope it lasts too :) jen x

Sovereign Syre said...

I hate that kind of depression, because you can't point to one things that is wrong....its hard to share with others.

ann said...

Long may your spirits be lifted and may they go higher and higher.

lotsa luv ann xxxxxx

Axe said...

Perk up Shadow! I know about the black hole of the soul...I'm with you..if you ever need me, you know where I am!

Anonymous said...

I do understand, sweetie. I'm thinking about you.